hey guys just wanted to say hey we're rocking on down to the gig around 9ish in the morning wanted to see who else was comming? We've got candy and games and all sorts so I hope to see some people down there, anyway if anyone wants to get in touch and such not that it seems like too many people read this site but anyway hope to see some of you kids down there send me a text on

hey guys just wanted to say hey we're rocking on down to the gig around 9ish in the morning wanted to see who else was comming? We've got candy and games and all sorts so I hope to see some people down there, anyway if anyone wants to get in touch and such not that it seems like too many people read this site but anyway hope to see some of you kids down there send me a text on

My number of junk emails never cease to amaze me I mean seriously wtf? I really need to just block shit and what ever, blah I can't be shitted. So anyway this is me wasting time I could be spending being a decent pet owner and like walking and or playing with my pets before I go to work again arg (its like nearly 5:30 pm here I have been working all day and now get to work tonight as well ooh yeah). Ok so yeah I need to update alot more shit up here with fuck loads of photos and new video posts but work is busier than ever I have to train out new girl who is french and brilliant and try to get some sleep inbetween runnning around like a fuckhead and being yelled at by my mother. But my guitar playing is getting better. 

So hrmm what can I put in here? this is really sodding boring becase I have so much shit to do fucking jesus I have nothing interesting to put up but OOOH! new stuff on my deviat art! I will be putting up photos of muso's ^^ I found them from a while back and a few are really really good! *beams* anywho! OOH may be going to see powderfinger play tomorow night they are apparently playing under a fake name so I am soo fucking excited am going to try and sneak my camera in ^^

anywho shit all too say cause I am poor and tired and getting a cold and busy so much love i am infact not dead and missing you all *cough hacks and dies* well off to work~

Jesus sodding hell my eyes are freaking burning..too much time starting at the computer screen covered in freaking jared leto I think... that and too much/ not enough sleep. 

omg she's not... no she couldn't be... BUT SHE IS

yes its a post! its a goddamn lj post that is likely to be left unfinished cause shoe should be here any moment and we are going out to get zombie and other amusing films and boose for our stay in and be bums with booze night. happy days! 

so lets go back a few weeks, I met a boy an amazing boy named rob and I was like omfg LOVE. 

So the week after this (maybe it was two I do not know) I met him at uni yay! We walked and talked alot and hung out at the uni and he showed me the entire campus and we had an amazing time wee! We talked about all sorts, I got 30stm badges and we had wedges and found KICK ASS art in the art gallery and went to the library and gigled and I got yelled at for being loud ^^ and I wore a dress! my new swanky dress that I shall don tomorow woot! And yeah it was amazing and then when I was on the ferry to go home (this was at like 7 and I got there like at 1 XD lotsa time together!) I met two new boys who want to catch up with me (and aparently date me X.x god too many men!). They are brilliant and are myspace whores *sighs*

So then I had a gathering... ! YES A GATHERING woohooo for this and so shoe and joe and rob came and we got SMASHED and skate boarded around the house and rob split shit on his shirt and had to wear my gyroscope one (yes I have mens shirts XD) which he looked so goddamn hot in (yes I will put photos up of him like maybe now heh he is sleeping ^^) and then he spilt shit on that so he wore my button ... fucking peice of shit computer *hello this is your computer FUCKING ITSELF OVER* *flails* anyway ahem... so yes he had to wear my button up white man shirt that he wanted to claim as his own because he loved it so much, I just reasoned that it meant that he would have to come over alot and take his shirt off ^^ ahh so good. 

So we all got smashed and Shoe fell off the couch and like bruised her cheek and had to use frozen peas to fix it and then spilt them ALL OVER my bed and then spilt boose all over it as well, love that girl, so we are all laying in my room in the dark on the floor while shoe plays fucking amazing tool songs on my guitar and rob is like doing god knows what to my dog which is so fucking amusing and then my door fucks itself so we get locked in. omg drunken people climbing out of windows to escape SO FUNNY.  anyway so we got out of the room and watched some of tank girl and some of requiem for a dream which totaly flipped us out and then we were like LETS GO FOR A WALK AT 2AM! so drunk off our heads still we stumble up to the school and rob and joe run off somewhere so shoe and I are laying like with our heads together but our feet poking in oposite directions watching the stars it was amazing, then we stumble up eventualy and wearing these broad brimmed bright blue hats that the school kids have to wear and had left behind, so we are stumbling around laughing in those, then we find a ripped in half dictionary and cover the entire school oval in pages from it... it was crazy. But wait theres more, after this we snuck down the road to the church *sighs* this is where my name of the goods goody two shoes goes out the window, I was drunk ok, very drunk and so with my red bandana on looking like an outlaw I sorta snuck into the church and rung the bell *chuckles* and then we all ran really fast laughing our asses off till we got home XD. Later that morning we watched almost famous, jesus awsum movie and I made pasta before shoe went home and rob and joe and I walked down to get the ferry and hung out at the shops, got iced cream and played on the swings ^^ it rocked the caz. 

ooh and friday! i worked yay since chelsey at work quit omg she came in and was like "FUCK YOU" to my boss and then turned to my other quieter one when he walked into the kitchen to clean stuff and started swearing at him they were both soo upset by the end of it but yay I work 4 days a week now and 3 nights a week, ,go team! Anyway so friday shoe and I hung out, we went to see the hot fuzz again and rob ended up being in the movies with us! XD I was like no way! *falls over* anyway we got food and I got shoe her first legal vodka at a pub yay! and then we found the new water play park at southbank and decided hey we are fully clothed and its like night time but lets go swimming! so we ran around and laughed our arses off and it was soo much fun. There was this huge metal slim line pole thing that was bent and when you pressed this button shot water out of its tip it looked and acted like a penis we have video footage because it was just so wrong and funny. 

Now tonight we were meant to be going out but joe bailed and kathy dissapeared so its just another shoe and blair night. 

hmm what else,, ZOMG WE ORDERED MY 30stm HOODY LAST NIGHT I am getting it for christmas it was tickets to see the pixies,the pet shop boys, modest mouse and jarvis crocker or the hoody.. for some weird unknown reason I picked the hoody.. meh HOODY!! ^^ I am getting the white one because its like woah pretty and I am going to buy like all of the rest of the merch at the gig. 

OOh and today I started working on my designs for 30stm shoes, they've come out really well ^^ I'll put some of the final productions up here later to get the final opinion on which ones to make, if anyone wants a pair I'll be making them at cost price for all of my lovely 30stm friends ^^

So what else is new...? want photos? I'll give you photos!! ^^ eww my toes are greasy cause I was cleaing the kitchen... rar omfg my dog ate my black lacy bra how much do I hate him right now?!

ooh and aparently my father is still alive he's just been too busy for what 5 FUCKING MONTHS to send me a sodding email, fucking arse hole, meh wonder if he'll get me something for easter... hope he gives me money... ooh that would rock cause I really reallly need it ^^ bahh wtf my computer needs to stop dying all of its drives keep on fucking up and it over heats too much... dirk come over here and fix it for me will you... shit when is his birthday? fark. 

OMFG I FORGOT TO ANNOUNCE!!! 

my dear friend Jess, only at the tender age of 17 is now a published manga artist working for none other than madman and tokyo pop HOW MUCH DOES SHE RULE!? I'll have to get her to give me a few scans to show you lot, her work is only in japanese at the moment and comes out next month japan so if you know anyone over there get them to grab you a few copies ^^ 

so erm yeah.. over and out?

Title:

Pairing: Matt/Tomo, some Jared/Shannon (couldn’t resist)
Rating: M for swearing
Summary:  Matt leaves, or does he? “I can’t give you this, this promise, this everything that you deserve”.

Notes: Banner love thanks to sapphire_child, got this idea when I thought matt was still finishing the tour, because of this I had them end it in australia, their last show being Brisbane and yes I live here it does get randomly cold. I should know I am wearing like 5 layers at the moment... maybe I am just a freak
Disclaimer: all good things come to those who wait... that really isn't a disclaimer is it... more like false advertising, what ever we know what we know, we don't what we don't. 

was checking my flist before heading out to work (am now running late GO TEAM XD) and saw this thing about how at their recent Dallas show when Jared Leto lead singer of thirty seconds mars jumped into the crowd whilst singing 'The kill' fans over powered security gaurds and pushed forward, Jared was injured breaking his nose along with other minor injuries. This made me REALLY pissed I mean freaking hell fine you love the band but to do that is just inconsiderate and annoying, I mean they have every right to be able to express themselves and not be injured for it. *is really fired up about this* fucking hell if I'd been there I would have been throwing a fucking punch or two at the goddam fools. Jared says is was still one of their best shows and I hope that this doesn't mean that he'll be pulling it all back a little. BAH! I AM STILL SOOO FUCKING EXCITED THAT I AM GOING TO SEE THEM ZOMG GLEE.

In other news I slept until 2pm today FUCK! so I ha to run around and do an entire days work in like and hour and so just like cleaned the kitchen XD and that as about it, then I got on the net and rp'd and shall be going to work in 15 minutes joy!


xoxox

- much love to all of you out there who actualy use your brains and have respect for musicains

new layout, tickets to 30 seconds to mars OMFG. Lots of angst, some self sacrafice and well most fucking annoyance and angst. Tomorow I get a third job, I take it where ever I can in hospotality, I have put together some of joes present and worked it all out good now so I might even be able to buy requiem of dreams or hire it out at least yay!!! makes me really really happy. May be able to start the new jobs this week which would rule. Hmm so yeah alls cool and what not I suppose. Was alot angrier before mum starting blaming me for anthony being an abusive arse hole all of those years back saying "I hope you two were happy because I wasn't." Yeah well get fucked they were two of the worst fucking years of my life living in that house wasn't living it was barely surviving, living in constant fear like that it was fucking arg! sorry I'll just go babble and rant angry shit else where, bah stupid fucking problems. ... hmm not much else to say but OMFG 30 SECONDS TO MARS IS GOING TO OWN AND ALI AND KARI MIGHT BE COMMING OVER FROM TEXAS AND SEEING IT WITH ME... its going to be like placebo but ten times cooler since I am actualy really into them Xp! 

.... yeah I bitched and whined and went oooh new layout that will actualy be STAYING... meh

Yay I made a new friend *waves at haleybum she's my unstalkerish stalker who is a 30stm whore like me! oooh you should come stalk them with us to bars after the gig ^^ 

OOH and love is in the air my bonde haired boy is back and work and since I am keeping my job I will get to see him and maybe he will strangley fall in love with him and mmm YAY *sighs and grins*... oh god I am being GIRLY

New layout, more writting to come, week was absolute shit, my cat died, my aunts in hospital with cancer. Its getting better now, am total 30 seconds to mars fan girl am writting slash as we speak, mmm soo good. Looking forward to work tonight, may have scored a new job at a financial planners office, glee. Would post something long and what ever but really can't be screwed today so may update with new work tomorow, or monday. 


xoxoox 

- Blair

omfg LUFF. So yes I am listening to two hours worth of john barrowman on english radio. why? Because I am sick and sad and hell what more does one need to cheer them up than john barrowman being increadibly cute whilst playing show tunes? glee!

ooh I need to get the bafta's from someone!! cause John was on there as well ha ha ha. Damn I am getting too distracted. 

OK! so whats new... Valentines day is almost here, my fanfiction writing is terribly far behind I am also sporting a very yucky cold. RAR. So hrmm. yay JOHN. 


bah my brain hurts. Anyway works going amazingly good at present, have the next two days off so joe is comming over to hang out, we are going to back cookies, aparently they shall be fandom related! glee, then we are going to watch the rest of doctor who with the 10th doctor, then we are torchwood marathoning it for valentines day, boooo yah! ... we are going to have to be up REALLY early to get through them all... ha ha ha! awsum! anywho it'll rock the caz thats for sure.

On the valentines front I have to finish soo much shit for too many people, jesus! And I had wanger spending all day poking me about valentines day, at which I was like... ok honey I love you to but ask me out or shut up. *blows nose* wow thats way too satisfying for my liking.

Oooh I have a new job! Its at a chinese restaurant. I work with two girls my age called Kathy and elise! They are brilliant and Kathy just lives down the road from me yay! Kathy's fashion design course is owning the universe and she's comming over sometime in the next week or so, so we can teach her how sew. 

... gah John just keeps on talking... *drools* He's laughing his head off as he tries to pronounce the names of random english and welsh towns *dies* he is just pissing himself and yelling at malcom the sound guy calling him Evil because he is sending him evil names to read out deliberatly. 

ok so stopping on the barrowman rant for a moment, life in generals good, mums going away in march for this course that she's doing with work yay! Blair time all to herself... shit that means I may have to walk to work.... ew that just sucks shit. Well anyway yay for stuff...

Its raining! pretties.

just put my uggies back on not sure if it is actualy cold or not, mum had her air con on before so maybe its just the stupid fever again erk.

Oh man I love my family. My gran calls right and is like OMFG THERE WAS A SNAKE IN MY GARDEN WHAT THE HELL WAS IT? Of course I have no idea since I am located on the other side of the country from her and she could barely describe it let alone have some kind of visual aid to help me. So she is like trying to tell me what it looks like using words like scaly and long... dah shit gran! I amguessing but the few decent peices of info that she gave me it wa a dugite but gods knows, its gone now so its all fine. Man my family are nuts.

bah there was mean to be so much more than this and then john barrowman started giggling and daniel and I realised that we could stalk him ^^ because we sorta know where he lives muhahahahah soyay! my mother was like... oh great you do that... freak.

anyway so its time to sign off for the night and actualy get myself some food

over and out and much love to all 

^^ xoxoxoxox - moony

I was going to run around and read more on my friends lists, but then bloc party came on and all I wanted to do was dance around in nothing but my underwear and sing and then I was like.. wah fuck I can't because alas I am at a gamming pl;ace and as happy as many of the boys would be at me doing so it would just be... wrong.

So today was pretty good, I got so sick and tired of fucking maria I could have stabbed her with anything and everything I found today, but by the looks of things she will be quitting which in one way will be a releif it will be weird though and things are going to be rather fucked without her, so hmm we shall see, ooh I wonder who gets to use her till.. oh fuck does this mean I will have to wash the windows NOOOO ok am making the new girl do that, yay for new people who know nothing!! So my boss today tells everyone that we will be working 4 days a week now, which works for me since I was working even less than that before. He said its because he doesn't think its fair that I should have to take all of these days off, so yay! My boss does love me. *grins* Me and andy were very buddy buddy today which was also nice, I tend to treat him like a little brother so it cheers me up now that I am missing david alot atmo, he he he you will get photos of him soon. So  yeah it made a nice change since most of the time I want to kick his skull through his ass, which isn't hard since his head is so far up his backside most days that I would need to do anything much to succed in making him eat shit ^^ nice thought sometimes. 

My god faitless is going nuts, I try to think of something else at the moment writting wise and all I can get is faitless it rocks I will probably try to write some of it bloody well down tonight. Oooh need to put my resume in at the restaurant woo.

So yeah happy happy whee, ooh shit have to call my grandpa and see how his leg op went eek have to run home! hmm may read a little fanfiction first though *evil grin*

so much lovin to you all 

and to all a good night

ha ha ha omfg madonna in just like a virgin!! THERE IS A LION IN IT WTF no one should wear that kind of shit in venice, dear god maddonna what were you thinking?!

chapter two, Lesson two,

• Title: Learning how to let go, Chapter two– Not enough trust and too many words. Less is always going to be more
• Pairing: Slash, Jack/Ianto later owen/gwen and owen/tosh
• Warnings/Rating: currently PGsih but will be nc17 all too soon I promise you that. Spoilers for cyberwoman, later spoilers for
• Summary: Things seemed better, but in the torchwood universe we all know that things are never the case.

So yesterday I put my first Wip torchwood fic up on The torchwood institute lj comm's and they loved it!!   if you want to read the link is http://community.livejournal.com/torch_wood/718130.html

^^ so I thought ok dammnit I am going to finish this fic! and so I am already what looks to be halfway through chapter two. Hmm need to plan this out more however want to know where everything is going and such *grins*. 

On other news I have the day off yay go me, I going to be so poor very soon with this total lack ofworkage. ha ha ha Doctor who moment itunes is on random for the first time in forever and what comes on but toxic XD yes the perfect song for the end of the world. *sighs*

Bah I went to sleep at 11ish I think and kept on waking up this morning, so I lazed around for what I thought was ages and finaly got up and looked at the clock and it was like... 9!!!!!!!!! I was just like you have to be fucking kidding me *groans* so my brain hurts and for some reason so do my kidneys probably result of eating mothers terrible cooking last night. She tried and I appreciate it but I really think I should take over the cooking.

so what do I have to do today?

- Mow the lawn (this will take HOURS because the lawn is totaly verticle and its so ruddy steep and SO HIGH! we haven't mowed the lawns in months)
- wash dishes (because mother cooked... not fair really since I had to eat that damn shit and then got sick all last night from it)
- do some washing (meh)
- go to library (yay!!)
- work on fanfiction << most important thing for the day! 
- watch hero's, a guy from work who the girls are trying to get me together with brought me in the first 11 episodes ^^ yay!!
- clean up after anoying kittens
- camwhore
- take some more random shots
- maybe have a nap am still rather sleepy from lack of sleep in

so anyway yay! I have the entire day to do shit cool huh?

I am bubbling over with uncontained excitment ^^ I love this fanfiction love!!

anywho talk to you all soon

- Moony